hello!

I'm staying home tmr!

when I know I'm suppose to be somewhere ELSE. *BIG GRIN*

but I'm not going. sore throat. and a FLU which prevents me from smelling or even tasting anything at all.

tried and tasted on green tea and curry (fyi I did not mix and eat them together just in case you think otherwise). I can hardly taste a single thing. If you blindfold me and give me shit to eat...I'll say it taste ok. OK WAIT -
maybe not till that extend that I can't taste shit, but you get my point.

ahh I feel like crap and camp is this week!!
AHHHH. excited? YESH I TOTALLY AM:D

WHEEEE....

I'm a bit crazy at this point of time....due to ALMOST a WHOLE bar of hersheys' SPECIAL DARK CHOCOLATE:D

ahhh but I have a ton of homework to do...and I feel like sleeping. haha.

AYE.

have not blogged in a loooooooooong time...hehe cts are always the cause.

anyway I think I'm gonna fail every subject but geog?

hahaha because I just found out my geog results today!! Was very much suprised by the results...I actually did beyond my expectations! so it was quite a good day... despite all the rushing last night ( and 5 minutes ago) to cough out camp proposal which dues 2359hrs TODAY. so yeah, all I have to do now, is send it in after a last round of check. hmm...I better go send it in now...

happy valentines' day everyone!

today was kinda DULL. tests tests tests. study study study. not exactly very fun.

I have not been thinking a lot about some particular issue lately, but somehow it has returned...a bit. trying my best to kick it out of my mind. it is definitely harder than I thought it was already going to be. ah well.

I like this song. a lot.

"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

the irony of who the song it is written too. (does not apply to me):D

AHAHAHAHAHAH.

MISSION is about to be accomplished. I am so proud of myself!

70% SUCCESS RATE and going on strong!

argh but tmr will be having cts...a little stressed out.

I don't know what is going on with me.

misunderstandings

baffling thoughts and statements.

or am I growing green horns?

jealousy is a strong word. and am I just making it all up because I'm too paranoid to think straight? just like ______?

Gods' promises. He keeps them.

My promises to Him?

I break them.

I'm relatively happy today.

partially because I made a resolution for myself. to stay happy ALWAYS! or at least most of the time. and not let anything beat me down too much. today's sermon really impacted me a lot.

really.

seriously.

I mean why should I? I shouldn't! because the Lord is there always there by my side. and the Lord never keep empty promises.

oh man...its SUNDAY. once again I'm not exactly in the best of moods but not angry either. just disappointed. VERY disappointed. I was looking forward to it THE WHOLE WEEK since last sunday and then.THIS. I mean how disappointing can it get?! ok let me answer that, VERY.

oh well, I guess its just part of life. a passing phase. it will take some time to blow over though...

hello everyone! ITS THE WEEKEND!!!!!!!WHEEE!!

yesterday 31 Jan 2008

HOLIDAY!! thanks to the sec4s last year who did so super well!!:D went shopping with my mum! omigosh I think I just burnt a big hole in her pocket...hehe...really its the first time the bill exceded more then *coughs*#$% dollars*coughs* thanks to the discount though...but on second thought is didn't exactly help much. hahaha... my mum was like "no more shopping for the rest of the year"...me: OOPS. hahah but yeah I'm positive she doesn't mean it...hahahaha. the only thing I didn't buy yesterday was SHOES. hahahaha. unexpected? yeah I know. But she already go me 2 new pairs a few weeks ago so...haha shall be contented with what I have.

today 1 Feb 2008

oh wow today damn screwed. long stressful, screwed up day. was sooo pissed off. shan't elaborate. it was practically exasperating.

sigh.