i am darn tired.

whole morning was so screwed. run up and down the stairs like chicken. 1st level to 4th level.
and got to deal with all the #%&* people. can die!!!!! i'll be running a marathon this weekend. funfair tmr, after that rush to church, next morining? CAR-WASH!!((: and then after that return to Sembawang Church for their anniversary. i'm definitely going back!! to watch them do the "dance"!!!

you know what?i'm falling asleep.haha.

listening to 99 by FIGHSTAR.
-WHOHOO!!!their new album is out today!!!
-but i'll never get it, bcos the last time i checked for their other albums at hmv, (the only place that sells their cds) it cost a BOMB. so i don't think its gonna be any different this time. the people in-charge of bringing music into S'pore. SUCKS. just because fightstar is not mainstream here.

idiots.

well guess what i have tmr? DRILL. wednesday too. POO. and i just recovered. totally DREADING it...see why Drill even starts with a "D" ???!!! oh man...why did i join drill com?!!its a wonder...

BUT!! i cant wait for funfair!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!i seriously CAN'T WAIT!!!!!((((((((:

okay my entire top row of teeth is hurting like hell!!!!!!!!!

stupid braces.
let me tell you what my dear dentist did to my teeth yesterday!

he filed/cut every single top tooth by 0.25mm. the thingy that was cutting my teeth was like also cutting a bit of my gums. bled like crazy. it was like a bloody mess. it was dripping down my neck. GROSS. i'm telling you.

and my dentist was like "good you never see what i'm doing or you'll probably faint." i was like thinking to myself "thanks for letting me know-_-"

he then tightened it even FURTHER. gosh...i cant even chew on biscuit soak in milo without wincing in pain. its like the day i put braces on for the first time all over again.
btw, now my teeth look super SQUARE/rectangle/whatever, it just looks odd. but i guess it kinda like justifies the phrase "no pain, no gain"
anyway, i have abt 6 more months to go!!!!!! i know its a long time but at least i know roughly WHEN the metals can come off and its better than a year!!!

okay i wanna go shower now, i find myself damn smelly.

today was kinda fun! but a little boring at the same time.

did like calligraphy in the morning - lost my patience at it quite obviously at it, including some chinese opera decor thing.

after sch lunched with jean, shak and lizz opposite sch...baked under the sun at the playground with ice-creams.

got high on chocolate ice-cream. shakila and i were laughing like idiots on the bus.

was a pretty okay day. you know what? i have no idea what else to say.

HELLO WORLD!!!!

i'm happy happy happy!!

okay before i go here's some tag replies.

jean!!!haha good that we're on the same boat! and sternum is fantasy doesn't sound wrong okay?! i mean like i'll never meet sternum again. haha!! so might as well take it as i've never met a sternum.

shakila!!!!hehe YESTERDAY was fun besides the fact i missed 2 buses and got caught in the rain!!!!!anyway I CANT wait for next week!!!!!

too lizz: hello!!!you actually read my blog!haha just kidding! THANKS for trying to help!!! and yes pete doherty sucks.

sarah!!!BESLEY IS SO GIRLY!!!!!hahahahaha!!it rhymes!!

listening to empty by the click five

i suddenly feel like blogging...

kinda nervous abt tmr...new church and all..even though i've got Shakila i feel weird all over that i'm going to a new church. meeting too many new people at one time scares me, seriously. that's my issue. of not i'm perfectly fine at meeting new people just not so many. i hope i won't do something stupid in front of people tmr. oh man...

haha guess you've just seen the very introvert and shy side of me. i'm not the social butterfly kind of person...so i think its gonna be hard tmr.

anyway...been thinking a lot.
like why do have to be so tall?
why do i have to be so "blah"?
why did i make so many wrong choices in just 14 years of my life.
like why did i gave up swimming?when i love it so much? oh gawd i make to many stupid mistakes and choices that i just lost count of them all.
now that i'm at a dead end i can choose to turn around and start again or just continue livng like that.

i've decided to turn around and began again but as we all know its not gonna be rosy until i've reached the goal.so i guess wish me luck...




sternum is fantasy.

went to the zoo this morning...pretty okay...

but the whole time I was only thinking of one thing. my subject combination.

actually to me...whatever job i take up in the future doesn't really matter. as long as i don't dread it and don't hate it i don't really mind. as long as i'm happy and contented with myself i don't really mind. to me money is not important, what is important is whether my life is fulfilled or not. if i become a lowly paid social worker but work like dog i don't really mind as long as i have my heart into my job its perfectly fine. honestly, i don't mind being a social worker. especially if i work with parents of children with disabilities or with youth. i find that pretty cool.

really what is important to me is that i will love what i'm gonna do, my life has a fulfillment and i feel i've found the reason of my existance on this earth, then i'm contented((:

music
THE CLICK FIVE!!! modern minds and pastimes!!!!

THANK YOU JEAN !!!!!!for saving me the trouble of buying it myself!!but now i have to pay you back in installments!!haha((:

anyway today had some financial literacy thingy teaching us how to save money and all...kinda boring!!!we end up thinking when we should go out shopping.heh. played some "board" game, a rip off of monopoly and game of life. but it was fun!!I WON!!!!i was the richest((: hehe!!$$$$$!!! then we had to write on this GIANT cheque... full of laughs!!!shan't tell you why but here are some stuff related to what we did.

-AMANDA (yes my name)
-KYLE PATRICK (the guy i'm listening to right now)
-MICHAEL GUY CHISLETT (TAI)
-$653.72 ( six hundred and fifty-three dollars and seventy-two cents.)
-FUTURE
-WEDDING

GO FIGURE.

technically the day was boring if not for the sugar in the sweets:D

tmr we're going to the ZOO!!haha..well its not exactly the most "happening" place to go but it is after all a school thing...*sigh*

listening to the click five!! AND TO LIZZ KYLE OWNS DANNY.

Friday was Teachers' Day celebration boring boring boring. besides the fact that went back to primary to see ms chiam, li lao shi and mrs lau. BUT mrs Lau retired already!!!!!!I WANT TO SEE MRS LAU!!!! we're all planning a HOME VISIT. YEA RIGHT. anyway took pics with the teachers but i don't have them YET..will go haunt chang (chang WATCH OUT...hahahaha!!!) but here are some pics i took of the primary school...just for memory sake...reminisce...



my locker when i was P6...can't remember top or bottom though...haha

now the door is GREEN!!!NOT FAIR!!!

the 4th level toilet sinks with ashley and nicole in the way...


view of the secondary school from the primary school.

the stairs...


the garden of eden...



down memory lane..again...


the classroom 6JOY!!



the primary(right) and the secondary school(left)...the sec school looks like some factory...while the primary looks more homely...


the PRIMARY SCHOOL!!