listening to Stop and Stare by ONE REPUBLIC
OHkay today was NOT fun at all.
BUT I did manage to achieve something today.
I finished my amath homework and got all the questions right!
well that was because I had a ton of help.
SO GOOD WORK AMANDA!
hahaha.
ok on to the bad part of the day.
was pretty bummed out about something.
about this decision that I've made a countless of times but never stuck to it.
And NOW I've really made up my mind.
The decision has been made.
This time I'm going to tell myself to stick with it.
no matter what.
there.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
105
hello my darlings.
things have not been looking good lately.
especially now my fringe looks like shit. its so SHORT now, they look like like really bad bangs! OMG EW!!! they are NOT suppose to be bangs!!
and also the fact that I'm all burnt because of yesterday.
I'm as red as a lobster. and terrible tanlines all over the place. goodness.
OH and I stiil have to wear my braces for an even longer period of time.
they can only be off in JULY?AUGUST? instead of JUNE:( have to bear with metals in my mouth for a longer period of time. not fun.
and I have to open my eyes, ears and mind at all times tmr.
Its gonna be fun! I HOPE.
things have not been looking good lately.
especially now my fringe looks like shit. its so SHORT now, they look like like really bad bangs! OMG EW!!! they are NOT suppose to be bangs!!
and also the fact that I'm all burnt because of yesterday.
I'm as red as a lobster. and terrible tanlines all over the place. goodness.
OH and I stiil have to wear my braces for an even longer period of time.
they can only be off in JULY?AUGUST? instead of JUNE:( have to bear with metals in my mouth for a longer period of time. not fun.
and I have to open my eyes, ears and mind at all times tmr.
Its gonna be fun! I HOPE.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
today was so boring.
AMATH was KILLER.
I was literally falling asleep until I had a stomachache and ran to the toilet.
like dammit, there was someone shitting too in the toilet. in the only SEAT toilet.
smelly man. I was like all prepared to yell at the person.
then guess who came out?
hanya.
RANDOM. please. I was so suprised. Her classroom wasn't even on that level.
anyway. I just remembered
AMATH was KILLER.
I was literally falling asleep until I had a stomachache and ran to the toilet.
like dammit, there was someone shitting too in the toilet. in the only SEAT toilet.
smelly man. I was like all prepared to yell at the person.
then guess who came out?
hanya.
RANDOM. please. I was so suprised. Her classroom wasn't even on that level.
anyway. I just remembered
ESTHER CHOY YA HUI YOU STILL OWE ME SUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or at least JAPANESE food.
don't think I forgot.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
102
hello.
I think my previous post is absolutely pathetic.
hahahaha.
oh well.
I mean I was really feeling terrible.
hmph. now I'm just kind of unfeeling.
I've got loads of stupid amath to do.
which I absolutely DO NOT UNDERSTAND.
Oh pumpkins.
It DUES tmr.
DARN IT.
I think my previous post is absolutely pathetic.
hahahaha.
oh well.
I mean I was really feeling terrible.
hmph. now I'm just kind of unfeeling.
I've got loads of stupid amath to do.
which I absolutely DO NOT UNDERSTAND.
Oh pumpkins.
It DUES tmr.
DARN IT.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
101
Today has been a rather eventful day. am I lying? maybe I just am. To myself.
The phrase "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED."
Today has definitely explained to me the REAL meaning of that phrase/sentence.
If what I think now after obeserving this much is true.
I really have nothing much to say.
Everyone says, and its a pretty known fact that we should not wallow in self-pity, but sometimes I just can't help myself.
Of course, I just bluff my way through my own head half the time.
AND Most of the time?
It Works.
I'm sure this time its gonna work.
I Just need time.
hmm...
A teenage girls' life?
Definitely NOT easy.
Along with the hormones and the "special" sixth sense given to us girls.
Definitely NOT easy.
Sometimes it can be a good thing.
and a BAD thing too.
Right now?
I think I'm facing the bad effects of it.
Why can't I be as clueless as a guy?
Which will be so much better because I'll never observe such things.
And my mental state would be so much better without the think-too-much "procedure" that takes place a lot in my head.
Now to make this all worse.
School is starting tmr.
Which.well.
SUCKS.
My mood is in THE PITS.
sigh.I will just be happy with my friends and whatever I have ,and ignore this pit feeling.
As it is said.
Ignorance is bliss.
The phrase "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED."
Today has definitely explained to me the REAL meaning of that phrase/sentence.
If what I think now after obeserving this much is true.
I really have nothing much to say.
Everyone says, and its a pretty known fact that we should not wallow in self-pity, but sometimes I just can't help myself.
Of course, I just bluff my way through my own head half the time.
AND Most of the time?
It Works.
I'm sure this time its gonna work.
I Just need time.
hmm...
A teenage girls' life?
Definitely NOT easy.
Along with the hormones and the "special" sixth sense given to us girls.
Definitely NOT easy.
Sometimes it can be a good thing.
and a BAD thing too.
Right now?
I think I'm facing the bad effects of it.
Why can't I be as clueless as a guy?
Which will be so much better because I'll never observe such things.
And my mental state would be so much better without the think-too-much "procedure" that takes place a lot in my head.
Now to make this all worse.
School is starting tmr.
Which.well.
SUCKS.
My mood is in THE PITS.
sigh.I will just be happy with my friends and whatever I have ,and ignore this pit feeling.
As it is said.
Ignorance is bliss.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
OH!!!!
THIS IS MY 100 POST! SO COOL!
HAHAHAHAHA. I'm so full right now. snacking at shak's house on her mum's AMAZING banana fritters and then straight away shower eat dinner. omigosh I'm super full.
how I ended up at shakila's house? all thanks to the rain. I was in church studying and it started RAINING like crap. could not get my parents to pick me up...so continued to study...then the rain got lesser and at the same time we were getting chased out because church was closing so I left. it was drizzling quite badly still so went to coffee shop drink teh bing after that when we wanted to walk to the bus stop the rain got heavier and heavier and heavier SO shak, delane and I squished ourselves under a teeny umbrella and the rain just got heavier so in the end, we just ran under the void deck. so that was how we ended up at shakila's house. hahahaa.
ANYWAY.
I should have gone yesterday for zoomunji. so wasted. SIGH. and esther if you read this you can stop screaming at me now...I feel bad enough already.
sighsighsigh.
BUT. on the good side. though I ate a ton of FRIED food(macs) and COKE(macs) my throat got better! I'm not croaking anymore! YAY!
wheee!! haha.
THIS IS MY 100 POST! SO COOL!
HAHAHAHAHA. I'm so full right now. snacking at shak's house on her mum's AMAZING banana fritters and then straight away shower eat dinner. omigosh I'm super full.
how I ended up at shakila's house? all thanks to the rain. I was in church studying and it started RAINING like crap. could not get my parents to pick me up...so continued to study...then the rain got lesser and at the same time we were getting chased out because church was closing so I left. it was drizzling quite badly still so went to coffee shop drink teh bing after that when we wanted to walk to the bus stop the rain got heavier and heavier and heavier SO shak, delane and I squished ourselves under a teeny umbrella and the rain just got heavier so in the end, we just ran under the void deck. so that was how we ended up at shakila's house. hahahaa.
ANYWAY.
I should have gone yesterday for zoomunji. so wasted. SIGH. and esther if you read this you can stop screaming at me now...I feel bad enough already.
sighsighsigh.
BUT. on the good side. though I ate a ton of FRIED food(macs) and COKE(macs) my throat got better! I'm not croaking anymore! YAY!
wheee!! haha.
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