listening to empty by the click five

i suddenly feel like blogging...

kinda nervous abt tmr...new church and all..even though i've got Shakila i feel weird all over that i'm going to a new church. meeting too many new people at one time scares me, seriously. that's my issue. of not i'm perfectly fine at meeting new people just not so many. i hope i won't do something stupid in front of people tmr. oh man...

haha guess you've just seen the very introvert and shy side of me. i'm not the social butterfly kind of person...so i think its gonna be hard tmr.

anyway...been thinking a lot.
like why do have to be so tall?
why do i have to be so "blah"?
why did i make so many wrong choices in just 14 years of my life.
like why did i gave up swimming?when i love it so much? oh gawd i make to many stupid mistakes and choices that i just lost count of them all.
now that i'm at a dead end i can choose to turn around and start again or just continue livng like that.

i've decided to turn around and began again but as we all know its not gonna be rosy until i've reached the goal.so i guess wish me luck...




sternum is fantasy.