ok was so depressed on Sunday man... somehow Sundays never fails to make me depressed. sigh...
anyway, I like seriously need to learn how to keep my mouth shut. and not sound so terribly extra...I've got to learn that sometimes people just cannot be bothered with me and since when they would be interested with what's going on with me? it'll just end up in a awkward silence. my attempt to join a conversation fails yet again. hmm...maybe I don't have social skills and I'm just doing it all wrong...that's bad.oh man... and don't even talk about first impressions. this is not the first time. AHHHH!!!! kill me now:( and it really doesn't help especially when my friend is as unobservant and is too dumb to realise that I am in a difficult spot and all she does is nod -.- like wth. then AWKARD SILENCE. shit. damn malu. shoot me please.

AHHH... so sad:(