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Today has been a rather eventful day. am I lying? maybe I just am. To myself.

The phrase "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED."

Today has definitely explained to me the REAL meaning of that phrase/sentence.

If what I think now after obeserving this much is true.
I really have nothing much to say.
Everyone says, and its a pretty known fact that we should not wallow in self-pity, but sometimes I just can't help myself.
Of course, I just bluff my way through my own head half the time.
AND Most of the time?
It Works.
I'm sure this time its gonna work.
I Just need time.

hmm...
A teenage girls' life?
Definitely NOT easy.
Along with the hormones and the "special" sixth sense given to us girls.
Definitely NOT easy.
Sometimes it can be a good thing.
and a BAD thing too.
Right now?
I think I'm facing the bad effects of it.
Why can't I be as clueless as a guy?
Which will be so much better because I'll never observe such things.
And my mental state would be so much better without the think-too-much "procedure" that takes place a lot in my head.

Now to make this all worse.
School is starting tmr.
Which.well.
SUCKS.
My mood is in THE PITS.

sigh.I will just be happy with my friends and whatever I have ,and ignore this pit feeling.

As it is said.
Ignorance is bliss.