i'm back from CAMP!!

happy?
yes.

sad?
yes.

i'm glad that the camp is over but sad that now i'm back, i've got to face reality. my studies, results and simply, life. i read penelope and lee huang's blog and now i feel so screwed. (all your fault chang!!!ask me go and read!) haha. i feel so sad now. next year is going to be like real tough.REAL tough. both studies and social. new class...find friends all over again. the whole making impressions shit. i'm going nuts please. going to start mugging for lit and math this holiday because i know i'll just die next year if i don't start now. i've got a very heavy heart...and somehow i'm not lightening it because i don't know HOW! i'm like gonna miss everyone...EVERYONE.

SARAH CHANG!! omg. i'm gonna miss you loads!!! seriously i'm gonna. and right now i'm typing this you are suppose to call!! anyway thanks for listening to all my shit since P5. and i really really HOPE that we'll not drift apart just because we're in different classes. omg i feel like crying now...see la all your fault. haha...love you loads!!!

SHAKILA! oh well what can i say? i'll still see you on Sundays. that's good right? haha...well thanks for everything really. all you've done, you've been a GREAT girl...remember we still must take bus and drink bubble tea together at the park OKAY?!!

LEE HUANG!!! HELLO!! haha. thanks for the little thing you wrote on the blog! you were a GREAT partner!! haha!!though you may get a little over-board sometimes with your attitude i STILL think you are and absolutely good friend!! i'm DEFINITELY gonna miss you LOADS!!! must always remember to say high to me next year kay!!

BRENDA!! hey pretty girl!! thanks for being a great friend!!haha even though i'm not that close to you hope that you'll still remember me as the whiny, irrritating girl okay? haha..no no don't. sorry for all any crap of mine that offended you. and remember to always say HI to me okay?

PENELOPE!! heya!!i read the little msg you typed on your blog!! haha i guess its true that we hardly talk much but still i'll like to thanks you for being a really nice and pleasant friend!!!haha take care!

JOVEE!!! haha!hello!! though we're not that close i still think you were a pretty good friend to know!

DHARSH!! hello!hello! next year we'll be in the same class!! haha well thanks for being such sweet "emo" friend haha!

i'm gonna see all of them in sch and class BBQ tmr. the last time we'll be together as a class. its just so sad....