listening to Apologize by Timbaland

tmr's founders' day service. and i've got duty...traffic duty. exhaust fumes and the sentence of the day will be " we're all gonna die" and we'll say that the moment a car drives in.

well at least i don't have to sit in a bomb shelter aka AVA room throughout service. lack of oxygen please.haha.

anyway realised i have a lot going on this holiday. campS (note: "S") and the mission trip to Cambodia!!! can't wait for the latter!!!! i can hear Cambodia calling my name! i'm like seriously excited!!

i've been thinking a lot about why i want to go for the mission trip... i think the reason that i'm going there, somehow i realised that i find making people smile is cool!! i definitely want to bring some "LIGHT!" into some people's world/life/day!! its like everytime i know i've made a mark on someone i feel this this this THING. you know? words cannot comprehend.

like when you board the bus, do you realise that the bus captain just STARES at you and you just stare back? everytime that happens i feel like smiling at them...but i'm afraid they won't smile back. haha!

anyway i cant wait for hols!!!!!!!!